I am not trying to be a jerk, or a downer here, but if you have yet to experience ANYTHING fun in the air, you may be right that flying is not for you. Early FAMs, or Primary in general, is not made to be fun, but I think that if you aren't having fun you are doing something wrong. I'm wrapping up the C42XX block getting ready to check and I'm still having a blast on each and every torturous flight. I have never experienced a hint of air sickness, so I can't imagine how ****ty that must make things, but it doesn't sound like it's just the air sickness here.
Take at least one time every flight to look around and see how lucky you are for the opportunity you are being given. Work Area 1 and check out the view of the water. Enjoy a sunset once you are safely on the rules on the ride home. Go ahead and "turn like you mean it" a few times when you are out manuevering around instead of just pulling a lazy 45 AOB. Heck, just enjoy the cool factor of hearing yourself work the radios or take a peak up in your rearview and see YOU visor down learning to be a military aviator.
I agree with most of the posts above, and wish you the best of luck. Fight for what you want, and let the IPs determine when your time is up. Everyone, including the IPs, are here to help you earn a set of wings. In the end, the Big Man will make sure you end up where you need to be.
Rev
Good post.
Virtual Rep.