And to the OP.. As has been said, you made some shitty choices, now you are living with the repercussions of it.
People who are NPQ or NAA because of a physical issue, I feel for. I beat the rap with NOMI TWICE for what was a physical issue and an injury I had no control over, but I proved I could still safely fly and did so both times.
Guys not getting in because of what would have been a minor issue when I was applying (Minor Alcohol charges, similar) being told no, is one thing.
I don't think running from the cops on the street has ever really been acceptable.