The picture is such; you have 8 years (+/-) of active service under your belt and you now have a shot at your dream of flying (the single reason you dragged your sorry ass into that recruiting office). You have a choice between going to OCS -or taking a commission under the Flying CWO pilot program, both for SNA. Knowing when it is all said and done and you are finally out of the FRS, how would you want to spend your last 10-12 years in the Navy? Wearing blue hashed bars and flying without worries of fighting tooth and nail for the almighty EP whilst constantly pushing to “fit in” with fellow officers in the wardroom hoping not to become another lost soul to some star’s shelved brainchild? (STA, LDO, etc….). Or go and get those pretty gold bars and blend with the crowd….What a pickle…..Thoughts?
Well, as a bubba who constantly looked for the EP and tried to "fit" in, I've actually really enjoyed the trip. I've also grown up quite a bit and realize that focusing on service as opposed to the rank and filing along the way has made things a lot more enjoyable. I originally hated that I felt that I deserved accolades for all my "blood, sweat, and tears" but then grew up and realized that I have the greatest job in the world...kool-aide or not. Drinking the kool-aide has allowed me to do one of the greatest tours (especially in the disassociated world) I think is availible. Being a non-jet Aviator (which is the prerequisite) aboard the aircraft carrier and working the flight deck with some of the hardest working enlisted in the Navy has opened my eyes to a whole world of flying, without flight. It's AWESOME. There are a few LDOs doing the Shooter job with me, but most of us are the kool-aide drinkers. The flying WOs were great to instruct in HTs and I'm looking foward to flying with them on my DH tour...no matter what "sweet flying" they get to do. I'm proud as a "traditional" aviator to get to where I'm at...no matter what I'm doing FOR the squadron, and the Navy and the Country.
Realize this is just a dumb airframer’s conjecture, but I would like to hear some opinions from aviators in all walks and what they may or may have not done if they were in the same “hypothetical” situation.
For a "dumb" airframer, you speak a lot more eloquent then many on this board...don't discount your intelligence or how your dilligence allows us to do what we do. Sounds like maybe you should go for the bars yourself.