Since I started all this mess, I wanted to add that I opened my mouth before reading all the posts. I just scrolled down and saw post after post from the same guy. So yes, negative rep for me.
And if you ever need a platform to jump from.......
No .... KMAC ..... you're one of the good guys. NO NEGATIVE REP FOR YOU.
You just had a momentary spasm of temporary insanity brought on by the lowered blood sugar level you experienced while standing the duty. While I have never experienced the syndrome personally .... I have read about it in medical journals.
Lesson learned: DO NOT EVER STAND THE DUTY IF YOU CAN ESCAPE IT.