Hang in there man, you will get it I promise. You might also ask someone if you might be able to get an ET hop. In Meridian they had implemented Extra Training hops instead of a down to help get people through. It was a nice way to get a flight to be a little less stressful. They might be able to get you an ET, which is not graded, and let you go up and fly a flight that has no ramifications on your grades or progress. Essentially a freebie. If you do end up getting an ET, ENJOY it! Still concentrate on your flight, but find a few seconds when you are not doing anything and look out the window. Check out the cars below. Watch the clouds go by. It may sound a bit cheesy, but you have to enjoy the event a little too. There is a ton to take care of in the plane, but there is a ton to see and enjoy too. If you can get 30 seconds of time in the plane where you weren't worried about the comms, course rules, etc, and were just flying, I think that a little of the stress may go away. Hang in there, it only gets better, I promise!!!