I can feel where you're coming from Paul. You just have to remain focused on your career goals. Everyone has their own way or rewarding themselves for their specific achievements. You have to find out what works for you. I can only imagine how being a full time dad/husband, student, and worker can put a little stress on your life. All I have to say is that your hard work is not going unnoticed. Keep your head up and do the best at everything you do!