Initial day CQ and the first time you get married are both a blurrrrrrrrrr ... believe it .... but hopefully you will be well trained enough to survive either/both with aplomb, poise, and grace ...
If it's initial CQ -- you won't know enough to tell whether or not you are 'doing well' ... just do what you've been trained to do and focus.
If it's initial marriage -- you're on your own, buddy ... you'll only know years/decades later as to how 'well' you did ...
Initial night CQ is a bad dream ... you feel like you're balancing on top of a bowling ball ... it's like one of those freight train bad dreams that just keeps on comin' and you can't stop it or wake up ...
After 25-50 day traps are under your belt, 'it' becomes FUN -- in days of old you might even get away w/ a 500 KIAS break and/or a FAN BREAK -- these days ...
???? After you achieve your 'comfort zone', you will start focusing on your landing grades -- that is, consistently being in the TOP-10 and/or winning TOP HOOK for a line period(s) or cruise, i.e., being the best that you can be ...
Night traps are always a silent scream ... they're always shit, no one but a fool or a liar will claim otherwise ... they're like practicing bleeding ... and that's no matter how well trained, 'wired', disciplined, or 'good' you might be ...
Just my $20 worth ... :sleep_125
If it's initial CQ -- you won't know enough to tell whether or not you are 'doing well' ... just do what you've been trained to do and focus.
If it's initial marriage -- you're on your own, buddy ... you'll only know years/decades later as to how 'well' you did ...
Initial night CQ is a bad dream ... you feel like you're balancing on top of a bowling ball ... it's like one of those freight train bad dreams that just keeps on comin' and you can't stop it or wake up ...
After 25-50 day traps are under your belt, 'it' becomes FUN -- in days of old you might even get away w/ a 500 KIAS break and/or a FAN BREAK -- these days ...

Night traps are always a silent scream ... they're always shit, no one but a fool or a liar will claim otherwise ... they're like practicing bleeding ... and that's no matter how well trained, 'wired', disciplined, or 'good' you might be ...

Just my $20 worth ... :sleep_125