Dude - this is an Aviation site filled (for the most part) with testosterone/estrogen fueled, type-A personalities that love what we do, are passionate about our jobs, and don't like wishy-washy, limp-noodle wanna-be's. If you want to join this club (any & all designators), then dig down deep, discover your passion and commit 100%. But please, don't waste anyone's time with a "I'll probably apply to (fill in your favorite designator of the day) because the worst thing that can happen is a "no."
Come on man !!!