MEGAN MEGAN MEGAN......Ok, got your attention. Sweetie, some of us are a bit ummmm lively. We know you are only wanting to do the very best that you can. Please take a smile with some of the things that are said. I think your OC will do fine and you, although it will not be easy, will do fine by him. It's good that you are wanting to get involved and informed as to what he is doing and what you can do to be involved. As for grouch, he is headed to OCS next month and the DI will take care of him for you, so don't you worry.
Eliminate distractions, focus on your goals and visualize what you hope to accomplish.