I think at this point I only want these results to come out one way. There is a part of me that is worried about where my family will be living next year, but then I remember that after only a year or so of school I would be commissioned and back to ship life and it will all be worth it. Although, since this is my fourth application (FY-12,13,14, and 17) I have had plenty of time to reflect and confirm that this is what I actually want to do. If you don't get selected, ask yourself what area you might have been behind the competition in and address that. I have taken this approach since my first application and it has resulted in three #1 ranked EPs, a Junior Sailor of the Year, and a Sailor of the Year. Even if you never get selected for STA-21, you are setting yourself up for future success elsewhere. Finally, don't ever feel bored at your job, always look for new ways to challenge yourself!