Hey, don’t get it twisted I still have a positive outlook. I mean I did say, not much more work, a nice change of pace. Guess I should’ve put “poor souls” in quotes, it‘s only 8 days and CandiO responsibilities are pretty easy. And I said call it a conspiracy theory, do I seriously believe that’s what’s happening? No. It’s funny to think about if it was true, that’s all. At the end of the day, I don’t find TMG hard at all, it just sucks. And sure, embrace the suck, I get that.
I brought home more as a civilian and gave that up to follow my dreams, no big deal. Once I do get cleared and commission, it’ll be far better for me than where I was previously, trust me I’m looking forward to that pot of gold at the end of the rainbow. I’m not jaded about it, there’s just nothing to do except vent. Do I feel that I’ve earned a commission? Absolutely. As far as I‘m concerned, all the folks who did get sent home medically after graduation earned a commission too, they just weren’t medically fit. Those folks knew straight from the time they saw flight doc that they might have issues, whereas flight doc told me it’d be easy PZ. Technically, I might be found NPQ as well, and I accept that possibility too. That doesn’t change the fact that we all went through the program and graduated fair & square.
If there’s anything that being here for months on-end without answers teaches you, it’s not to take things too serious. So, don‘t take my rant too serious. It’s just a rant. I do appreciate your down to earth reply.