Yeah, obviously right now I'm just working on building as solid an application as possible for submission. I think I'm just psyched out because I've been doing alot of research into the field and it seems like there are so many points of failure in the process that could potentially tank a flying career before it even gets off the ground (pun intended).The issue isn’t so much “hey kid you’re f*cked” but rather to keep his options open in the event it doesn’t work out. There’s so many details the OP is leaving out that could impact getting a T5/TS-SCI.
Anyways, I still need to clue in my parents as to my plans when I'm back on break. Then prep for the ASTB. One step at a time I guess.